I want my SISTERS.....NOW!

Levi and Ty.. last summer. They fought alot over this horse, until they realized they could both fit on it at the same time.

We're all still a little puzzled as to where Levi gets his red hair but I hope all their kids have flaming RED hair. I love it!

Titus' s ETA is a few short weeks away. I can't wait to hold him.

My future neighbors- Doug and Chelsea:):):)

Jennifer and the most beautiful little girl in the world

My head is swarming with some what depressive thoughts...it could be due to the fact that-
1) I made chocolate covered strawberries tonight (and have nearly finished them ALL) and so I'm having a major sugar rush and stomach pain!
2) It's about 3 hours past my normal bedtime and so I'm depressed and delusional
3) I watched the Bird Flu movie tonight...which was very Hollywood yet it depressed me

4) Or the fact that Jeff pick up a part time job and tonight is his first night to work...he won't be home until the early hours of the morning. Subconscienceously I'm staying awake because I HATE going to bed alone.

As you can see I have many contributing factors to my present state of mind-take your pick

So where does all of this lead me?
I'm missing my family in a MAJOR way. Christina, Cory and Levi are way off in Virgina with Christina about to pop with baby #2 (Titus). Jenn and Peyton are letting Brooklyn grow up and get big without me. And tonight I feel so distant from them all. I never imgained as a child that I would live so far away from my sisters..that we would all live in different states. Seeing them on and off through out the year isn't enough. And so tonight...I miss my sisters..BADLY!
I would miss my brother too but I see him all the time he lives in town with me. He and his finace are going to move into a house on our street after their wedding in July (there is only one house that will seperates us) You have no idea how pumped I am about him living so close. Doug and I stick together..he's the little sister I always wanted but I'm glad he was a boy because he would make one ugly girl (although people have said we look alot alike...I'm not really sure what that says about me!) RANDOM...anyways. On the up side I get to see Jenn this weekend, but I won't see Christina until July, 6 months is a long time to go without seeing your sister.
I'm not sure what I miss more, all 4 of us being under the same roof or all of us being so far apart. I would love to be a young child forever but that would mean I would never be a mom. So, I don't want to stay a child. Maybe we could live in Africa where the family lives together in a village and nobody moves away. However (according to the movie) when the bird flu hits..we would all die! I guess things are the way they are supposed to be...I just don't like it!