I've recently lost a close friend. In my teen years and through college we spent alot of time together. There were phases in my life when we would only see each other here a there but it wouldn't last more then a few days until our realtionship was completely restored. Back then I thought we would always be close and always want each others company. Now I struggle with our relationship and at times when I am utterly exhausted we have to make ourselves be together. Our friendship was fading before I left Australia and we really struggled together when I got. Now I am afraid if it will never be the same. Even now at 3am when we should be sharing some of the best moment, I am alone.I am WIDE awake wanting for us to be together, knowing in the morning I will have wished our evening had been different.
.... my friend sleep has left me.
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So funny... not at first though. I was all worried... ahh yes SLEEP... oh how I miss sleeping late on Saturdays or any day for that matter... I am awake by 6 on my own and never asleep before 10 - yeah i know it is 8 hours but I crave 10... oh well thank goodness for the ability to adjust - I did hear for every hour of time difference, it takes 1 day to recover...
you had me going, too... I thought a childhood friend had passed away and I kept reading faster and faster to hear more. You are funny... hope you and your long lost friend are reunited soon!
And I love the new blog-title pic of the elephant bums....
April, you totally stressed me out! Don't do that! I wish I had some brillant answer to remedy your sleep-deprivation, but no such luck.
LOL - soooo funny. I had to read it to Ryan.
I would tell you to try Nyquil or Benedryl for a few nights but then other readers might confuse me with a drug abuser. LOL. I did mention to my doctor once that I had done that and didn't want to become addicted and she laughed and said I wouldn't. Hmmm...just a thought.
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