Wednesday, May 20, 2009

the count down!

I went to my last OB appointment this morning and was informed that we have to be at the hospital at 5:30 am on Friday morning...the good thing is that we shouldn't hit any traffic at this hour:) It all seems so surreal to me knowing at this time in 2 day I'll be holding a baby in my arms. I'm anxious to see if it will be Ali May or Gage Shepard, I'm anxious to see who it will look like, and how big/little this bundle will be (The Doctor told me this morning that this baby will probably be around 7 pounds. If this is true it will be my littlest baby- Ty was 8.3 and Ava was 9.5)
I'm anxious to see the kids reactions especially Ava. This baby is going to rock her world. I think it will be a mix of emotions for her: love and jealousy. I know she'll get a kick out of the baby and helping out and I think she will even take ownership of the baby and want to "hold it" ALL the time. Jeff and I might have to fight her off to get our chance. But on a different note she is very territorial of Jeff and I, and I see her not wanting the baby to take away from her time of being cuddled and held. Things are changing. My kiddos are going through 2 big changes in just a week...a new house and a new baby. I a far from having my house unpacked and it's in a state of chaos right now. I've been babysitting all week from 7-7 and Thursday will be the only day I have at home. I'm undecided on how I'll spend my last prebaby day the toss up is between unpacking verses spending our last family of 4 day together doing something fun like the zoo. I'm really torn on this but I'm pretty sure I'll wind up unpacking.

3 comments:

Bekki said...

Yay! Can't wait to see Ali or Gage (cute names by the way)!
Will be thinking of you on Friday. XO

Sara said...

Oh wow, April. That is so exciting! It's really flown by.

Minnesota Mommy said...

go to the zoo... the boxes can wait.