Double Digits!

I'm down to the double digits...there is only 99 more days until peanuts due date, May 29. Being pregnant is kicking my tail this go round. I have alot of guilty feelings, because I don't have the energy for all the daily duties and then energy to play with my kiddos. Of course it doesn't help that Jeff has been out of town the past 2 weeks. BUT I'm not exactly going to win mother of the year for 2009. Today I looked forward to nap time and bedtime. I just don't remember being this tired with the other two. I had a talk with Ty today informing him that he is getting old enough to play by himself, that he didn't need me to be by his side (I was for my ease of mind, so he would stop asking me). The kid is so used to being at Levi's house the 4 months we lived with them, that he's gotten patterned to always having a play mate. And I just can't compete with a 5 year olds energy level. Part of my problem is my intense desire to get things in my life organized, mainly the house. I've got the NEED to nest and my kids are getting the BRUNT of it. Other then the guilt and exhaustion (and having to pee every 3-4 hours at night) this pregnancy is going smoothly. This baby seems to be moving more then I remember my other 2 squirming inside of me. Jeff has already felt this one move more times then the other 2 kids combined. Here's to a stong healthy baby.


(I'm back blogging, I'm going to keep a photo journal of pregnant me)
Here a picture of me at 25 weeks with peanut.


3/1/09- peanut at 27 weeks